Gamed yesterday. Chris was obliging and gave us many evil things to slay– I needed to get some aggression out.
I’m getting tired of crying myself to sleep, and yet, bedtime and mealtimes are the hardest. Also any time I come into the house. Or move from the kitchen to the den (we’ve had a baby gate up for 7 years and now we don’t need to use it).
Yesterday I asked John to make changes (removal of dog beds and things) slowly, because I wasn’t dealing with it well. Prompted by a couple of things, including the realization Saturday evening that Hammer’s water bowls were already empty and his food dish was clean.
The new bread machine makes bread really well. I am impressed.
I bought the dice and PHB last night. Also ordered a couple of bread making cookbooks from Barnes & Noble, using the gift card Dad gave us for Christmas.
We visited the animal shelter yesterday afternoon, just to look. There was a big, beautiful adult cat, white with a little orange on his face and his whole tail, who was all friendliness and sweet. He wasn’t cute– he was GORGEOUS and nice.
There were no adoptable kittens yesterday, but there were three in the “not ready” area– two grey tabbies and a little black guy who was precious, but had “injured” on his tag. One of the tabbies was very interested in the outside world (most of the cats were sleeping when we stopped by). I’ve decided I want a short-haired cat if I can, and not a black cat for purely stupid reasons of photographic ability. Yes, this probably means I will go home with a black ball of fluff, most likely a persian.
Speaking of persians, if anyone is looking for one, the Santa Cruz animal shelter has a gorgeous silver persian boy up for adoption– I tell ya, they have some lovely cats in there!
That’s pretty much it. I miss Hammer. I can’t tell if Allegro does, too– he certainly realizes the dog is gone, I’m sure, but I don’t know if “miss” is quite the reaction. They weren’t really friends, but they had their moments together. I suspect Allegro is just worried because I’m so sad. We almost fell completely asleep together in the massage chair last night. So I guess he’s taking care of us OK.